The Inner Camino™ – A Transformational New Year Retreat with Jelila, Spiritual Healer in Bali🌿

Posted on November 27, 2025 by Spiritual Healer

As the year turns and the world leans into celebration – twinkling lights, overflowing tables, the joyful noise of family and festivity – there is another rhythm quietly calling. A quieter path. The New Year. A Retreat. A deeper question…

What next?

For centuries, pilgrims have walked the Camino de Santiago at this time of year, braving winter winds and bare frosty landscapes to seek something more than the season’s abundance. They walk not for gifts or glitter, but for grace – for the hush between heartbeats, for the whisper of the soul beneath the noise of the world.

And I have walked that whisper in Peru – across the vast altiplano, along long train tracks with only llamas and alpaca for company. I’ve tasted how coca leaves and mesquite can make the stars seem to spin. I’ve flown above the extraordinary etched figures and lines of Nasca, their mystery humming through the desert like a forgotten song. I’ve climbed the hills to feel the wisdom held in the monumental stones of Machu Picchu, Cusco, and Arequipa – sacred places where the earth itself speaks in silence.

And here in Bali – long revered as a global sanctuary for spiritual healing, trauma release, and past life integration – the land hums with a frequency that softens the veils between worlds. Many seekers arrive with questions they can’t quite name, and leave with something they didn’t know they’d lost: the feeling self, the playful self, the doing self – three sacred aspects of being that so often go missing in the rush of modern life.

But even the outer Camino, for all its beauty and challenge, is only the beginning…

Cue the refrain – that iconic, windswept whistle from a cowboy film, heralding the arrival of the lone rider. The hero. The one who dares to go deeper. 🌵🏜️🔫

🌟 Part Two: The Inner Camino

Let the late morning sun over the closing year guide your footfalls to the Inner Camino – a soul-map drawn not on parchment, but in stardust and shadow. Along this path, we’ll journey together through sacred terrain:

🌲 The Forest of Tears
Here we pause to feel, to soften, to cradle the tender places. We find the lost inner child, coax her out with laughter and light, and invite her to dance again in joy.

⛰️ The Mountain of Ego
A steep climb where thunder cracks and lightning strikes the hardened Rock of the Masculine. In the storm, the domineering maniac dissolves, revealing the kind and benevolent provider within.

🌀 The Southern Whirlpool
A swirling sea of sorrow and longing. We dive deep to rescue the Sodden Feminine, drenched in loss and despair. With tenderness, we lift her from the depths and place her gently on the Podium of Honour, where she rises – radiant, joyful, and sovereign once more.

🕳️ The Cave of Self-Neglect
A shadowed hollow where the Higher Self lies forgotten, thin and weary. We enter with lanterns of love, nourish this sacred being, and return him to the circle – where his wisdom can once again guide the way.

☀️ The Sunny Dome
Our final destination. A golden sanctuary where all four parts of you – Doing, Feeling, Playful, and Wise – gather in harmony. Here, they dream together, weaving the luminous tapestry of your life’s next chapter.

You may encounter these parts of yourself like quiet refugees, emerging from shadow during your journey. They may appear in dreams, in tears, or in sudden moments of knowing – guiding you to recognise their long-held needs. If that happens, know that I am here. I have already forged the path to their restitution, and I call it The Gift of Harmony™.

This is not a journey of miles, but of miracles. And when you’re ready, I’ll be here to walk it with you.

With reverence and joy,
Jelila 🌿

🔧 Part Three: The Process – How the Inner Camino Transforms You

The Inner Camino is not just a poetic metaphor – it is a living, breathing New Year retreat in Bali. A soul-led process of transformation I’ve developed over 28 years, guiding clients through emotional healing, trauma release, and past life integration into true inner harmony.

🔓 1. The 11 Core Beliefs – Rewriting the Soul’s Script
At the root of suffering lie 11 deep subconscious beliefs I have identified – ancestral, societal, and karmic imprints that whisper (in very specific sacred wordings not shared here):

  • “I’m not enough.”
  • “I must please to be loved.”
  • “I can’t trust myself.”
    …and more.

Through precise, guided processes, your chakra system reprocesses and transforms these beliefs – replacing them with truths that liberate your essence. This is not surface-level mindset work. It is soul-level reprogramming.

Because your belief system is hierarchical – like a tree or root🪾🌳 system – when you change something at the trunk level, the entire structure above it collapses. This allows for profound transformation without years of therapy – which often doesn’t reach this depth.

If you’re a Spiritual Explorer🪶– someone who enjoys the journey but isn’t seeking real change – this may not be for you.

But if you are a Spiritual Warrior🗡️ – one who bravely confronts inner dragons in the name of freedom – then this is your path.

💠 2. The Gift of Harmony™ – A Relationship Matrix of 16 Sacred Squares
This is a map of your inner world, where each square represents a key relationship dynamic between the four core aspects of self: Doing, Feeling, Playful, and Wise.

As we walk this matrix, we identify and Reprogram the patterns of conflict and misunderstanding between these parts. Many squares begin with a grimace – and end with a smiley. Harmony is not just possible – it’s visible:

Before:
😖😖😖😊
😖😊😖😊
😊😖😖😖
😖😊😖😖

After:
😊😊😊😊
😊😊😊😊
😊😊😊😊
😊😊😊😊

You’ll witness the transformation in your own words. For example:

  • Playful to Doing (before): “Why do you keep bullying me?”
    After: “I love how you support my life and creativity!”
  • Feeling to Doing (before): “Why don’t you ever listen to me?”
    After: “Thank you for how you help me build my dreams!”

These “beautiful words,” as one client called them, are recorded and anchored in your aura. They become your new truth. A simple 5-minute daily practice – The Gift Tool™ – helps you maintain this inner harmony.

💬 3. The Sacred Transaction – Relearning the Language of Love
At the heart of every relationship is a conversation – not just with others, but within yourself.

Most of us were never taught how to let our inner Masculine and Feminine speak with clarity, respect, and love. This is why so many relationships falter – we’ve never seen true inner harmony modelled.

Through the Successful Relationship Transaction™ – a unique communication tool I’ve developed – you’ll learn how to create joyful relationship moments, both within and without.

You’ll shift from:
“Why haven’t you taken the rubbish out again?”
to:
“I’d love it if we could sit by the fire and you could put your arms around me.”

You’ll learn how to identify your true needs and express them in a way that inspires action – not resistance. Your Inner Masculine becomes engaged. Your real-world relationships begin to reflect this new inner alignment.

This is how you stop projecting. This is how you start co-creating. This is how your soul’s goals become real.

✨ Ready to Begin?

To get your feet on the trail, simply reach out.
Let’s talk about The Gift of Harmony™ and how your New Year retreat in Bali might begin.

📅 Book your session:
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🌟 About Jelila

Jelila is a visionary soul mentor, author of 10 books and 40 albums of healing music. Her work has appeared at The Four Seasons, The Westin, and REVĪVŌ. She was honoured with TripAdvisor’s Travellers’ Choice Award – placing her in the top 10% of global experiences. She is known by many as a spiritual healer in Bali, guiding seekers through trauma release, past life healing, and emotional transformation.

📞 Contact

To book your session or learn more, visit:
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– 🌐 Website: jelila.com
– 📧 Email: jelila@jelila.com
– 📱 WhatsApp: +62 813 3956 1271
– 📸 Instagram: @onlinehealer
– 💼 LinkedIn: Jelila

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From Logic to Light: Reconnecting to Your Inner Bali

Posted on November 23, 2025 by Spiritual Healer

You’ve been to Bali. You’ve felt the magic.

Soft sand tickling your toes… the warm breeze caressing your skin… the ocean brushing gently against your body. A delicious drink in hand, your heart wide open, and a feeling – so alive, so free – dancing through your being.

But more than the beauty, it was the feeling that stayed with you.

You felt love.
You felt peace.
You felt excitement. Adventure. Possibility.

That’s what draws you to Bali – and maybe brings you back again and again. Because when you return to the West, something shifts. Things feel greyer. Squarer. More logical. Less… dancing with light.

Have you ever wondered why?

I have. And after 30 years of living in Bali and exploring the psyche – mine and others’ – I’ve discovered something extraordinary.

We are internally programmed with different “operating systems” for different environments. In the West, the density – the traffic, the buildings, the constant doing – activates your inner masculine: the logical one. But this masculine is often bound to hidden beliefs of lack, imperfection, and not-enoughness. Sound familiar?

In Bali, something else awakens.
Your inner feminine.
The part of you that feels. That dreams. That plays.

You sip, you swim, you dance. You’re in touch with your heart’s desires. You’re free to explore, to create, to imagine new friendships, new businesses, new ways of being.

But when you return to the West, it’s like a wall goes up. That part of you – the playful, feeling, feminine part – gets locked away. And you’re back in the grind, dreaming of Bali but unable to access it.

What if it didn’t have to be that way?

Let me tell you about Tanya.

After years of therapy and self-development, she came to me for a transformational healing session. She carried childhood trauma – raised in a family where she was expected to be the responsible one, always helping, always working. Her creativity and playfulness had been quietly exiled.

She said, “I don’t know how to play anymore.” And I saw the soft, yearning eyes of her inner child peeking through.

We journeyed together – gently, safely – through past experiences. Not to relive them, but to float above them, to reprocess them with grace. She named the feelings she’d buried: sadness, grief, loneliness, hurt, disappointment.

And in naming them and allowing them with a soft breath through the mouth, she released them.

We used a technique I call Inner Child Rescue – bringing the child self forward along the timeline, back into the present. This simple act can change everything. It restores your ability to play, to feel joy, to know why you’re here.

By the end of the session, Tanya was glowing. Hopeful. Her inner child was no longer trapped in the past. She was present. Alive.

And that’s what I want for you.

Because no matter how much work you’ve done, no matter how long you’ve carried certain patterns – there is a way to resolve them. Quickly. Deeply. Joyfully.

Would you like to build a bridge from the square, grey, logical world…
…to the colourful, playful, emotive adventure of your Inner Bali?

That bridge lives within you.
And the path to it?
Online healing sessions that gently reprogram the old patterns and awaken your true self.

We’ll:
– Transform the overworked inner masculine into a lighter, more loving presence
– Reclaim the repressed feminine and restore your divine radiance
– Rescue the sad inner child and bring back your playful, adventurous spark
– Anchor your wise self in the real world – so you feel grounded, light, and whole

In short: we’ll infuse your grey world with colour, light, playfulness, and soul.

You don’t need a plane ticket to return to Bali.
You just need a moment, willingness to invest in your colourful life – and a guide who knows the way.

✨ The Gift of Harmony is my short, powerful, and joyfully transformative program that helps you build this bridge. It’s deep, it’s fun, and it works.

Let’s bring your colourful Inner Bali home.
Let’s go from logic… to light

📞 Contact
To book your session or learn more, visit:
– Website: jelila.com
– Email: jelila@jelila.com
– WhatsApp: +6281339561271
– Instagram: Online_Healer
– LinkedIn: Jelila

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https://wa.me/6281339561271

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🌟About Jelila

Jelila is a visionary soul mentor, author of 10 books and 40 albums of healing music. Her work has appeared at The Four Seasons, The Westin, and REVĪVŌ. She was honoured with TripAdvisor’s Travellers’ Choice Award – top 10% of global experiences.

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What Is a Soul in Torment? And What Can We Do About It?

Posted on September 29, 2025 by Spiritual Healer

By Jelila – Visionary Soul Mentor & Creator of The Gift of Harmony

Tormented Soul, by Jelila, after Warren Faye

In my popular online healing practice, I often meet clients who feel deeply unsettled – out of sync with life, unsure whether their time here is even worth engaging with. Not because they lack ambition or opportunity, but because something deeper is misaligned. Their soul is in torment.

The Soul’s Silent Suffering

We rarely speak about how our soul feels. Yet beneath the surface of our daily lives, we are infinite beings – souls here to express, create, and evolve. When that expression is blocked, misunderstood, or fragmented, the soul suffers. It may feel trapped, unheard, or unable to connect with the rest of the self. This can manifest as melancholy, demotivation, or a sense of futility.

One client described it perfectly: “I don’t know whether it’s worth doing things in the time available.” The time available – being one’s life, of course.

What Causes Soul Torment?

Soul torment often arises from:
– Misconceptions within the soul’s belief system
– Internal conflicts between parts of the self
– Energetic blocks that prevent authentic expression

When the soul cannot fully inhabit the body or align with its purpose, it may feel stuck, sluggish, or even suffer. This is not just emotional – it’s existential.

This kind of soul torment is especially common among those who carry responsibility for others – therapists, coaches, and increasingly, HR leaders. As emotional stewards of the workplace, HR professionals often suppress their own soul discomfort in service of the collective. But their healing matters too.

The Reprogramming: A Path to Soul Harmony

Fortunately, this kind of suffering can be resolved – gently, permanently, and with grace. I offer a unique method called The Reprogramming – a transformational session that accesses the deep subconscious to reprocess limiting beliefs and restore soul alignment.

How It Works

The session – available online worldwide – begins with three soul-revealing questions. These are not hypothetical – they are designed to draw out the real, present-moment truth, even if the client only speaks in physical terms. The soul always finds a way to speak through them.

Tell me…
– Anything that bothers you
→ Reveals the actual current issue – not a story from the past, but what’s alive now.
– Anything you’d like to change
→ Uncovers stuck areas – patterns that linger due to internal blocks or conflicts.
– Anything you’d like to create that you haven’t been able to create yet
→ Brings out resistance – where one part of the self desires something, but another part holds back.

These questions bypass the mind’s filters and allow the soul’s voice to emerge – even if the answers seem purely physical at first.

A Real Example: Releasing “I Feel Stuck”

Danielle came to me saying simply, “I feel stuck.” I asked about her birth, sensing a deeper imprint. She shared that she had been physically stuck for hours during delivery and was almost purple from lack of oxygen.

But the soul’s message was more profound: “I feel stuck in the body.” Instead of feeling safe and expressive within her physical form, her soul felt trapped.

That’s soul torment.

The Healing Process

Once the belief is identified:
– All parts of the self are called to presence
– The chakra system is activated through open-mouthed breath and relaxation
– Energy begins to flow, and the subconscious starts reprocessing the issue

As the process unfolds, I psychically hear the new positive beliefs forming. I write them down and share them with you. Danielle’s “I feel stuck” was replaced with “I feel energised by life physically.”

After the session – which includes time for reflection with healing music and crystals – clients often report profound clarity. One client shared that his embryo – an early part of the self – had “come back on board,” bringing renewed enthusiasm for life.

Might You Have a Soul Issue?

You may be experiencing soul torment if you feel:
– Sluggish or unmotivated
– Resistant to moving forward
– A deep sense of suffering or disconnection

If so, please reach out. This kind of issue can be permanently resolved in just 90 minutes.

Session Options

The Reprogramming
– 1 hour – US $150
– 1.5 hours – US $225
– 2 hours – US $300

Deep Reprogramming
Includes access to The Gift of Harmony and other advanced programmes
– 1 hour – US $220
– 1.5 hours – US $330
– 2 hours – US $440

Sessions are available remotely, worldwide.

About Jelila

Jelila is a visionary soul mentor, author of 10 books and 40 albums of healing music, and creator of The Gift of Harmony. She guides high-performing women and the global workforce of HR leaders through rapid, soul-level transformation – helping those who hold space for others finally reclaim space for themselves. Her healing creations have appeared at The Four Seasons, The Westin, and REVĪVŌ, and she is a TripAdvisor Travellers’ Choice Award winner – top 10% of global experiences.

📞 Contact
To book your session or learn more, visit:
– Website: jelila.com
– Email: jelila@jelila.com
– WhatsApp: +62 813 395 61271
– Instagram: Online_Healer
– LinkedIn: Jelila

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Which Crystals are good for Love and Soothing?

Posted on May 9, 2014 by Spiritual Healer

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Mother Love – Article by Jelila – www.jelila.com

Posted on January 20, 2011 by Spiritual Healer

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Enriching your relationship with your mother
and enjoying more love in your life.

As well as being a real person, your mother is an important archetype –
the blueprint for all your love relationships and nurturing – and how you feel about ‘mother’ totally defines your experience of your love-life~!  Discover how to get in control of this powerful inner archetype, and open to more love, here.

Guided Chakra Meditation: Relax, breathe, and imagine yourself loving yourself fully – how would that look and feel?  What are you doing and giving to yourself?  Imagine yourself inside a butterflyblues by Mary - Collection Jelila - Crystal Healing Sound Healing - Online and in Person - www.jelila.comwater crystal with sparkles inside, raining down gifts on you like snow.  Notice the feeling.  Notice what you do and say.  Shake the water crystal and invite even more treasures to rain down on you.  Enjoy for as long as you wish, then gently return.

This meditation gets you in touch with your self-love.  The more you are able to love and give to yourself, the more the Universe is able to give love to you.

Case Study:  Recovering Mother Love

mother-and-baby - Collection Jelila - Crystal Healing Sound Healing Online and in Person - www.jelila.comFelicity came to me because she was feeling very sad inside and didn’t know why. ‘I’ve felt like this a long time’, she explained.  ‘I’ve had quite a lot of sessions with a very good therapist, but it hasn’t released the sadness’.

‘My mother’s notice is shocking.’

Using ‘The Reprogramming’ (a powerful technique I have developed, to release negative beliefs in any area of life) we explored Felicity’s deep ideas about life and love, which went right back to her childhood with her mum.

Randomly, Felicity commented how she felt very shocked that her mother never gave her any notice about arrangements ‘she just springs things on me with no time to get ready’ she said.  ‘It’s unnerving’.

Suddenly I realised that for Felicity, it was true that her ‘mother’s notice was shocking’ and I had a sudden insight of Felicity as a baby, being shocked by the notice (or lack of attention) she received from her mother.  I perceived that Felicity had received non-loving messages from her Mum’s behavior, and it was this lack of notice that was so shocking.  ‘Well yes’, Felicity concurred, ‘my Mum was often very distant’.

6a00d8341c683453ef01127911766f28a4-800wi - Image Collection Jelila - Healing Online and in Person - www.jelila.comFelicity said that she had just ‘hung around’ waiting for her Mum to love her, but that had never happened.  I asked Felicity how that felt, and the truth that then emerged was ‘I feel embarrassed and guilty.  I am enduring, while my mother is afraid to love’.  Gosh!  Poor Felicity was ‘enduring’ – just going on, and suffering in a gruelling way, without ever getting the love she needed.  This is all the more shocking as the ‘mother’ is archetypally the one to give us nurturing, love, and nourishment.  That is normally what a mother ‘is’.  So it is very shocking if our mother does not equal ‘love’.

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The theme of ‘enduring’ developed further: the picture of Felicity ‘enduring’ in her family – enduring without love for herself, watching her parents relationship which was not particularly loving as they were ‘enduring each other’.  Eventually we arrived at the statement ‘My love relationship = Mother enduring Father’.

Very grim indeed!  The meaning of this equation, which works like algebra to the subconscious mind, is that Felicity’s concept of ‘love relationship’ involves watching her Mother enduring her Father!  And because love is on the other side of the equals sign fence, Mother plus Father never equals love – so Felicity is doomed to never experience love!

Butterfly Book Butterfly-Fairy-Book-butterflies-7897273-111-120 _- Jelila Healing - Onlie and in Person - www.jelila.comIn actuality, Felicity was enduring watching a man that she had fallen for, relating with his new partner – echoing this belief – that her experience of love relationship equals ‘endurance’.

The things we experience in our lives are all down to these kinds of underlying belief structures, which, as they are subconscious, and not available to our thinking logical minds to know, we cannot ourselves access and change them, they are hidden, as we rejected them.  Yet they are absolutely powerful over us and utterly define our real world!  Luckily, these hidden belief structures can be found, and quickly changed, using The Reprogramming – a special new kind of therapy that I have developed to help you quickly find, and release, relevant negative beliefs blocking you, so that you can create more of what you really want in life.

Enduring also means – going on forever.  Felicity and I both felt that she had had this belief about ‘enduring love’ for a very long time, and it means ‘being loveless, for all eternity’.  A very tough hand to play.

During intuitive

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healing with crystals, Felicity’s feet felt cold, as she remembered being a very old man, freezing to death on top of a mountain in the Himalayas.  That experience as the poor old man lay dying alone was the point at which she had decided that ‘love is to be endured’.

If you have any situation in your life, or feelings that bother you, or there is something you have not been able to create yet, deep Reprogramming is a very advanced unique
and effective way to reach the root cause and release it, which then has miraculous effects on that area and often many other areas, of your life.

Try this example of The Reprogramming , for yourself.  (You must actually do the actions – it will not work if you just read it!) :

Invite all the parts of yourself to be present.     Hold out your hands, and in one hand, imagine a ball that represents the parts of you that feel or believe ‘Love equals endurance’ or ‘mother endures’. In the other hand, imagine a ball that represents any parts of you that don’t feel or believe like that.  When ready, gently bring the balls together, until your palms touch.  Notice the feeling in your hands, and if you like the feeling, you can put it in your heart
(put your hands in your heart).

Postscript: After the session, Felicity’s sadness lifted, and she was able to welcome and celebrate love into her life.

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