What Is a Soul in Torment? And What Can We Do About It?

By Jelila – Visionary Soul Mentor & Creator of The Gift of Harmony

Tormented Soul, by Jelila, after Warren Faye

In my popular online healing practice, I often meet clients who feel deeply unsettled – out of sync with life, unsure whether their time here is even worth engaging with. Not because they lack ambition or opportunity, but because something deeper is misaligned. Their soul is in torment.


The Soul’s Silent Suffering

We rarely speak about how our soul feels. Yet beneath the surface of our daily lives, we are infinite beings – souls here to express, create, and evolve. When that expression is blocked, misunderstood, or fragmented, the soul suffers. It may feel trapped, unheard, or unable to connect with the rest of the self. This can manifest as melancholy, demotivation, or a sense of futility.

One client described it perfectly: “I don’t know whether it’s worth doing things in the time available.” The time available – being one’s life, of course.


What Causes Soul Torment?

Soul torment often arises from:
– Misconceptions within the soul’s belief system
– Internal conflicts between parts of the self
– Energetic blocks that prevent authentic expression

When the soul cannot fully inhabit the body or align with its purpose, it may feel stuck, sluggish, or even suffer. This is not just emotional – it’s existential.

This kind of soul torment is especially common among those who carry responsibility for others – therapists, coaches, and increasingly, HR leaders. As emotional stewards of the workplace, HR professionals often suppress their own soul discomfort in service of the collective. But their healing matters too.


The Reprogramming: A Path to Soul Harmony

Fortunately, this kind of suffering can be resolved – gently, permanently, and with grace. I offer a unique method called The Reprogramming – a transformational session that accesses the deep subconscious to reprocess limiting beliefs and restore soul alignment.


How It Works

The session – available online worldwide – begins with three soul-revealing questions. These are not hypothetical – they are designed to draw out the real, present-moment truth, even if the client only speaks in physical terms. The soul always finds a way to speak through them.

Tell me…
– Anything that bothers you
→ Reveals the actual current issue – not a story from the past, but what’s alive now.
– Anything you’d like to change
→ Uncovers stuck areas – patterns that linger due to internal blocks or conflicts.
– Anything you’d like to create that you haven’t been able to create yet
→ Brings out resistance – where one part of the self desires something, but another part holds back.

These questions bypass the mind’s filters and allow the soul’s voice to emerge – even if the answers seem purely physical at first.


A Real Example: Releasing “I Feel Stuck”

Danielle came to me saying simply, “I feel stuck.” I asked about her birth, sensing a deeper imprint. She shared that she had been physically stuck for hours during delivery and was almost purple from lack of oxygen.

But the soul’s message was more profound: “I feel stuck in the body.” Instead of feeling safe and expressive within her physical form, her soul felt trapped.

That’s soul torment.


The Healing Process

Once the belief is identified:
– All parts of the self are called to presence
– The chakra system is activated through open-mouthed breath and relaxation
– Energy begins to flow, and the subconscious starts reprocessing the issue

As the process unfolds, I psychically hear the new positive beliefs forming. I write them down and share them with you. Danielle’s “I feel stuck” was replaced with “I feel energised by life physically.”

After the session – which includes time for reflection with healing music and crystals – clients often report profound clarity. One client shared that his embryo – an early part of the self – had “come back on board,” bringing renewed enthusiasm for life.


Might You Have a Soul Issue?

You may be experiencing soul torment if you feel:
– Sluggish or unmotivated
– Resistant to moving forward
– A deep sense of suffering or disconnection

If so, please reach out. This kind of issue can be permanently resolved in just 90 minutes.


Session Options

The Reprogramming
– 1 hour – US $150
– 1.5 hours – US $225
– 2 hours – US $300

Deep Reprogramming
Includes access to The Gift of Harmony and other advanced programmes
– 1 hour – US $220
– 1.5 hours – US $330
– 2 hours – US $440

Sessions are available remotely, worldwide.


About Jelila

Jelila is a visionary soul mentor, author of 10 books and 40 albums of healing music, and creator of The Gift of Harmony. She guides high-performing women and the global workforce of HR leaders through rapid, soul-level transformation – helping those who hold space for others finally reclaim space for themselves. Her healing creations have appeared at The Four Seasons, The Westin, and REVĪVŌ, and she is a TripAdvisor Travellers’ Choice Award winner – top 10% of global experiences.


📞 Contact
To book your session or learn more, visit:
– Website: jelila.com
– Email: jelila@jelila.com
– WhatsApp: +62 813 395 61271
– Instagram: Online_Healer
– LinkedIn: Jelila

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The Treasure Map to the Ideal You, with Jelila

You can’t plant a beautiful garden in ‘Tangled Roots’ – you need to clear the ground, first!

“I’ve done therapy for years, but one session with you shifted something I couldn’t reach before.”
— Inner Child & Ancestral Healing

“I still feel the effects weeks later. It’s like something inside me finally clicked into place.”
— Chakra Balancing & Energy Realignment

Here are the ‘9 Jewels’ that you can work on, once you’ve cleared those roots!

Here’s The Treasure Map to the Ideal You – You can read more about each section, below.

Here are the steps to your transformation… The Tangled Roots…

  1. Tangled Roots
    Beneath the surface lies a twisted network of limiting subconscious beliefs – much more severe than most people would ever imagine. Clearing it alone is near-impossible. Deep Reprogramming untangles the garden and unlocks your path to the Nine Jewels, where life begins to blossom anew.
  2. Garden of Emotional Release & Forgiveness
    Softly revisit past experiences, accepting feelings without getting lost in the drama of the story. This gentle act releases blocked emotions and dissolves trauma at the root – even across lifetimes – restoring peace and setting patterns free – real letting go, at last. Permanent and complete trauma release in a gentle and fulfilling way.
  3. Investing in the Bigger Programs

These transformative journeys are deep, rich shortcuts to joy.
The Gift of Harmony is a soul-level rewiring of people-pleasing, frees you from the work treadmill, reunites your creative and emotional self, wins back your time, and more
Alien Wedding explores ancient planetary themes – perfect for spiritual seekers ready to understand humanity’s deeper story.
The Gift of Self-Love heals 13 core beliefs and builds lasting, authentic self-acceptance.

  1. The 9 Jewel path

After completing the foundational clearing of 1, 2, and perhaps 3, (and hopefully avoiding 8!) you may enter The Nine Jewels Path, where you master confidence, abundance, love, and more, in a special series of 9 ‘Jewels’ – 9 fascinating and helpful topics like Confidence, Getting the Love You Want, Life Purpose & Direction, and more, – at a reduced rate of 30% off – a thank-you for the investment you made in clearing your ‘Tangled Roots’.

  1. The Land of New Possibilities

As you start to succeed in freeing yourself from the negativity, difficulty, and struggle of the past, a whole new vista of possibilities opens up for you.

  1. After: Fun and Play

Joy returns naturally after clearing your Tangled Roots with deep sessions like Deep Reprogramming, Past Life Journey (permanent yet gentle trauma clearing), and perhaps The Gift of Harmony. The Creativity Jewel amplifies it further, reigniting your inner child. Plus, the magical Ubud Fairy Village Cafe becomes your haven for play, inspiration, and delicious moments, with 10% off for honoured clients.

  1. After: Helping Others

Once you’ve integrated your transformation, you’re ready to guide. You only need to be half a step ahead. Train with Jelila in Polarity Shift, The Reprogramming, Deep Reprogramming, or learn to teach The Gift of Harmony. Crystal and energy healing also await – when the time feels right.

Carefully avoiding:

  1. The Lack of Commitment Mire

A muddy bog where self-doubt whispers and hesitation wins. You start the journey, feel the stirrings of transformation – your soul guides you to Jelila, for the biggest change of your life – then one moment of fear pulls you back. Don’t get stuck panicking about ‘value’ – or ‘will it work for me’ – it does and it will! Summon courage and step through the Gate of Effort and Self-Renewal, to your delightful transformation.

How to begin:

As you go through your transformation, the path gets easier and clearer – because the ‘big rock’ removal, and the heavy lifting, is done at the beginning. Then the job is ‘refining’ other, also important, areas – freeing you more and more at every step, until your life becomes a shining jewel of fulfilment – in all areas!

What Clients Say:

✨ Healing Client Testimonials

“I felt like years of emotional weight just melted away. I’ve never felt so light and clear.”
— Energy Clearing & Emotional Release Session

“Your presence is so calming. I felt safe to open up in ways I never have before.”
— Trauma-Informed Somatic Healing

“It was like you saw right into my soul. Everything you said resonated so deeply.”
— Intuitive Guidance & Soul Alignment Session

“I came in with physical pain and left feeling not just better physically, but spiritually renewed.”
— Integrated Body & Energy Healing

“I’ve done therapy for years, but one session with you shifted something I couldn’t reach before.”
— Inner Child & Ancestral Healing

“I still feel the effects weeks later. It’s like something inside me finally clicked into place.”
— Chakra Balancing & Energy Realignment

🌿 Ready to Begin Your Journey?
To step into your very own Treasure Map and awaken new realms of possibility, simply message Jelila on WhatsApp: +62 813 3956 1271 or via Email.

✨ If you’re already part of our circle, Jelila will intuitively guide you to where you are in the program and help you continue your path through tailor-made remote sessions. Each step leads you closer to the dream life that’s already calling your name—and it may arrive much sooner than you think…

The Treasure Map…

The 9 Jewels Path…

Whatsapp message Jelila +6281339561271 for a free evaluation of where you’re at now, and to gently begin your journey.

Just say hi and I will create your personal healing plan and first step

Message me now and I’ll ask you 3 simple questions that will make your next step very clear!

Lemurian Dreaming

Hello!  I’ve just released a new music video Lemurian Dreaming, with AI images, on my YouTube channel, JeliLala – please follow me there! I hope you enjoy it! Lemurian Dreaming Lemurian Dreaming is my song about Lemuria, a civilisation around the time of Atlantis, about 13,500 years ago. Lemuria was the last time when people were balanced within – the doing, feeling, playful and spiritual parts of the self were in harmony. Rather than being dominated by the masculine, doing part of the self as most people are now. The song goes back to Lemuria and shares some of my memories of how it felt back then. I’ve used the magic of DA.LE 3. AI to generate some images that share something like what I see in my mind’s eye, when I’m singing this song. I described my visions and AI generated amazing images of them! My healing process, The Gift of Harmony, which balances and unites four different parts of the self, was originally called ‘Lemurian Healing’ – but I renamed it, as nobody knew what Lemurian was, back then… about 18 years ago. This song is the title track from my album, Lemurian Dreaming, about Lemuria which you can find, along with the lyrics, at https://Jelila.bandcamp.com (please follow me there too! You’ll find some free downloads.) Lemurian Dreaming itself, refers to a healing technique using light language – it means – being in a different state of consciousness where one can manifest desires by visualising them. ‘Light lines’ mentioned in the song, are lines of sacred geometric shapes in various colours – this is the process of manifestation – it is done by creating light language – actually we all know how to do this but we’ve kind of forgotten that we know! I hope you enjoy the music and the remarkable AI images, which allow me to share some of my ancient memories with you. This recording is the first time I ever sang this song. The first time I sang it after I had channeled the words. Because it’s about a wonderful world, and a wonderful Harmony within, that we lost, you’ll hear me crying in the middle of it. Also crying for this very masculinised and uncaring world that we have now, and desiring to change it, as I do, through all my healing expressions. The song is a figure of eight – infinity sign – it swims you back to Lemuria, lets you feel that energy, and then the other side of the figure of eight pulls Lemuria into the present so we can feel it now and recreate it again. You’ll hear the beginning words ‘temperate waters, blue water walkways’ again, towards the end – and that’s where we’ve come back around. Where, we’ve visited Lemuria, re-discovered that energy -and now we’re bringing it into the present. Don’t be surprised if you need to sleep after listening – it is healing music so you need to integrate what you discover, and feel, by listening. Don’t listen while driving! Blessings, Jelila 🙂 Find out more about Jelila’s healing methods, The Gift of Harmony, and sound healing music at: https://Jelila.com

What Crystals help Ghosts, Entities, Spooks and Derk Energies? How Can I release Negative Energy?

How entities and other negativity be released, using Crystals?

Find out how, here:

What Crystals help Ghosts, Entities, Spooks and Derk Energies?  How Can I release Negative Energy?

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What Crystals are good for Healing?

Green Crystals like Green Onyx or Green Agate are best for healing, as they bring understanding and can help you get to the core of your issues – and release them.
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Overthinking – How to Stop! with Jelila

Hi!  I’m Jelila, International Healer.  Overthinking is a common problem that my clients often tell me about.  How to stop?  Here’s a simple creative visualisation meditation I created to help you calm your thoughts.

Relax, and use a gentle open-mouthed breath, in and out through the mouth.  Allow your energy to flow, as you listen to the Head Trips and Over-Thinking meditation: