The Inner Camino™ – A Transformational New Year Retreat with Jelila, Spiritual Healer in Bali🌿

As the year turns and the world leans into celebration – twinkling lights, overflowing tables, the joyful noise of family and festivity – there is another rhythm quietly calling. A quieter path. The New Year. A Retreat. A deeper question…

What next?

For centuries, pilgrims have walked the Camino de Santiago at this time of year, braving winter winds and bare frosty landscapes to seek something more than the season’s abundance. They walk not for gifts or glitter, but for grace – for the hush between heartbeats, for the whisper of the soul beneath the noise of the world.

And I have walked that whisper in Peru – across the vast altiplano, along long train tracks with only llamas and alpaca for company. I’ve tasted how coca leaves and mesquite can make the stars seem to spin. I’ve flown above the extraordinary etched figures and lines of Nasca, their mystery humming through the desert like a forgotten song. I’ve climbed the hills to feel the wisdom held in the monumental stones of Machu Picchu, Cusco, and Arequipa – sacred places where the earth itself speaks in silence.

And here in Bali – long revered as a global sanctuary for spiritual healing, trauma release, and past life integration – the land hums with a frequency that softens the veils between worlds. Many seekers arrive with questions they can’t quite name, and leave with something they didn’t know they’d lost: the feeling self, the playful self, the doing self – three sacred aspects of being that so often go missing in the rush of modern life.

But even the outer Camino, for all its beauty and challenge, is only the beginning…

Cue the refrain – that iconic, windswept whistle from a cowboy film, heralding the arrival of the lone rider. The hero. The one who dares to go deeper. 🌵🏜️🔫


🌟 Part Two: The Inner Camino

Let the late morning sun over the closing year guide your footfalls to the Inner Camino – a soul-map drawn not on parchment, but in stardust and shadow. Along this path, we’ll journey together through sacred terrain:

🌲 The Forest of Tears
Here we pause to feel, to soften, to cradle the tender places. We find the lost inner child, coax her out with laughter and light, and invite her to dance again in joy.

⛰️ The Mountain of Ego
A steep climb where thunder cracks and lightning strikes the hardened Rock of the Masculine. In the storm, the domineering maniac dissolves, revealing the kind and benevolent provider within.

🌀 The Southern Whirlpool
A swirling sea of sorrow and longing. We dive deep to rescue the Sodden Feminine, drenched in loss and despair. With tenderness, we lift her from the depths and place her gently on the Podium of Honour, where she rises – radiant, joyful, and sovereign once more.

🕳️ The Cave of Self-Neglect
A shadowed hollow where the Higher Self lies forgotten, thin and weary. We enter with lanterns of love, nourish this sacred being, and return him to the circle – where his wisdom can once again guide the way.

☀️ The Sunny Dome
Our final destination. A golden sanctuary where all four parts of you – Doing, Feeling, Playful, and Wise – gather in harmony. Here, they dream together, weaving the luminous tapestry of your life’s next chapter.

You may encounter these parts of yourself like quiet refugees, emerging from shadow during your journey. They may appear in dreams, in tears, or in sudden moments of knowing – guiding you to recognise their long-held needs. If that happens, know that I am here. I have already forged the path to their restitution, and I call it The Gift of Harmony™.

This is not a journey of miles, but of miracles. And when you’re ready, I’ll be here to walk it with you.

With reverence and joy,
Jelila 🌿


🔧 Part Three: The Process – How the Inner Camino Transforms You

The Inner Camino is not just a poetic metaphor – it is a living, breathing New Year retreat in Bali. A soul-led process of transformation I’ve developed over 28 years, guiding clients through emotional healing, trauma release, and past life integration into true inner harmony.

🔓 1. The 11 Core Beliefs – Rewriting the Soul’s Script
At the root of suffering lie 11 deep subconscious beliefs I have identified – ancestral, societal, and karmic imprints that whisper (in very specific sacred wordings not shared here):

  • “I’m not enough.”
  • “I must please to be loved.”
  • “I can’t trust myself.”
    …and more.

Through precise, guided processes, your chakra system reprocesses and transforms these beliefs – replacing them with truths that liberate your essence. This is not surface-level mindset work. It is soul-level reprogramming.

Because your belief system is hierarchical – like a tree or root🪾🌳 system – when you change something at the trunk level, the entire structure above it collapses. This allows for profound transformation without years of therapy – which often doesn’t reach this depth.

If you’re a Spiritual Explorer🪶– someone who enjoys the journey but isn’t seeking real change – this may not be for you.

But if you are a Spiritual Warrior🗡️ – one who bravely confronts inner dragons in the name of freedom – then this is your path.

💠 2. The Gift of Harmony™ – A Relationship Matrix of 16 Sacred Squares
This is a map of your inner world, where each square represents a key relationship dynamic between the four core aspects of self: Doing, Feeling, Playful, and Wise.

As we walk this matrix, we identify and Reprogram the patterns of conflict and misunderstanding between these parts. Many squares begin with a grimace – and end with a smiley. Harmony is not just possible – it’s visible:

Before:
😖😖😖😊
😖😊😖😊
😊😖😖😖
😖😊😖😖

After:
😊😊😊😊
😊😊😊😊
😊😊😊😊
😊😊😊😊

You’ll witness the transformation in your own words. For example:

  • Playful to Doing (before): “Why do you keep bullying me?”
    After: “I love how you support my life and creativity!”
  • Feeling to Doing (before): “Why don’t you ever listen to me?”
    After: “Thank you for how you help me build my dreams!”

These “beautiful words,” as one client called them, are recorded and anchored in your aura. They become your new truth. A simple 5-minute daily practice – The Gift Tool™ – helps you maintain this inner harmony.

💬 3. The Sacred Transaction – Relearning the Language of Love
At the heart of every relationship is a conversation – not just with others, but within yourself.

Most of us were never taught how to let our inner Masculine and Feminine speak with clarity, respect, and love. This is why so many relationships falter – we’ve never seen true inner harmony modelled.

Through the Successful Relationship Transaction™ – a unique communication tool I’ve developed – you’ll learn how to create joyful relationship moments, both within and without.

You’ll shift from:
“Why haven’t you taken the rubbish out again?”
to:
“I’d love it if we could sit by the fire and you could put your arms around me.”

You’ll learn how to identify your true needs and express them in a way that inspires action – not resistance. Your Inner Masculine becomes engaged. Your real-world relationships begin to reflect this new inner alignment.

This is how you stop projecting. This is how you start co-creating. This is how your soul’s goals become real.


✨ Ready to Begin?

To get your feet on the trail, simply reach out.
Let’s talk about The Gift of Harmony™ and how your New Year retreat in Bali might begin.

📅 Book your session:
https://wa.me/6281339561271


🌟 About Jelila

Jelila is a visionary soul mentor, author of 10 books and 40 albums of healing music. Her work has appeared at The Four Seasons, The Westin, and REVĪVŌ. She was honoured with TripAdvisor’s Travellers’ Choice Award – placing her in the top 10% of global experiences. She is known by many as a spiritual healer in Bali, guiding seekers through trauma release, past life healing, and emotional transformation.


📞 Contact

To book your session or learn more, visit:
– 📆 Calendly.com/Jelila
– 🌐 Website: jelila.com
– 📧 Email: jelila@jelila.com
– 📱 WhatsApp: +62 813 3956 1271
– 📸 Instagram: @onlinehealer
– 💼 LinkedIn: Jelila

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✨ Why Manifestation Doesn’t Work for You—And How to Get It Flowing

You’ve probably heard that manifestation works like magic. Think it, feel it, attract it. And yes—it absolutely can. But if you’ve been trying to manifest your desires and feel like something’s off… you’re not alone.

Here’s the missing piece most people don’t realise:

You’re not just one voice inside. You’re nine.

🌈 Meet Your Inner Council

In my unique framework, The Gift of Harmony, I guide you to meet the nine parts of your self:

– Four core aspects: Doing, Feeling, Playful, and Wise

– Four more that emerge in specific life areas

– And behind them all… Soul, your deepest essence

Most people try to manifest from just one part—the thinking mind. But that’s only 1/9 of your inner orchestra. Imagine trying to convince nine friends to go to the same movie. Chances are, you’d split into two groups and see different films!

That’s what happens inside you when your parts aren’t aligned. Some may be excited about your dream… while others quietly resist, hold fear, or carry outdated beliefs.

🧠 Outdated Beliefs That Quietly Say “No”

These inner “no’s” don’t shout. They whisper.

They sound like:

– “I’m not worthy of that.”

– “It’s too late for me.”

– “I have to struggle to succeed.”

– “People like me don’t get what they want.”

These beliefs don’t always come from your conscious mind. They may live in your Feeling self, your Playful self, your Wise self… and yes, even your Soul.

Soul, while deeply wise, can carry karmic imprints, ancestral echoes, or vows from other lifetimes that quietly block your desires. It’s not about blame—it’s about awareness. When Soul says “no,” it’s often trying to protect you based on an outdated story.

That’s why your manifestation might feel blocked. It’s not that you’re doing it wrong—it’s that some parts of you are still holding onto old scripts.

🌟 So How Do You Get All Nine On Board?

In a healing and manifestation session, I gently guide you to connect with each part of your self. We ask:

What do you truly feel about this desire?

Is there any resistance, fear, or conflict—even from Soul?

Then, using The Reprogramming—a powerful technique I created—we release hidden blocks and rewire your subconscious beliefs. It’s like tuning your inner symphony so every part plays in harmony with your dream.

When all nine parts say yes, manifestation flows naturally. You become magnetic to your desires—not just mentally, but soul-deep.

🎓 Want to Master Manifestation?

If you’d love to go deeper and truly master the art of manifestation, my online masterclass is now available.

In this course, you’ll learn how to:

– Identify your own internal blocks and conflicts

– Understand the nine parts of the self

– Fully activate the law of attraction to move toward your dreams

Join the course here

💫 Ready to Manifest with Soul-Level Clarity?

I invite you to experience this transformational process in a private session. Whether you’re calling in love, abundance, purpose, or peace—let’s align your inner world so your outer world responds.

📩 Contact Jelila

WhatsApp: https://wa.me/6281339561271

Instagram: @OnlineHealer

Website: www.jelila.com

🌺 About Jelila

Jelila is a visionary soul mentor, author, and creator of The Gift of Harmony. With over 20 years of experience, she guides high-performing women and HR leaders through rapid, soul-led transformation from her sanctuary in Ubud, Bali. Her work has been featured at The Four Seasons, The Westin, and REVĪVŌ, and she’s the author of 10 books and 40 albums of healing music. Jelila’s sessions blend poetic wisdom, energetic healing, and practical clarity—anchoring legacy and impact.

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What Is a Soul in Torment? And What Can We Do About It?

By Jelila – Visionary Soul Mentor & Creator of The Gift of Harmony

Tormented Soul, by Jelila, after Warren Faye

In my popular online healing practice, I often meet clients who feel deeply unsettled – out of sync with life, unsure whether their time here is even worth engaging with. Not because they lack ambition or opportunity, but because something deeper is misaligned. Their soul is in torment.


The Soul’s Silent Suffering

We rarely speak about how our soul feels. Yet beneath the surface of our daily lives, we are infinite beings – souls here to express, create, and evolve. When that expression is blocked, misunderstood, or fragmented, the soul suffers. It may feel trapped, unheard, or unable to connect with the rest of the self. This can manifest as melancholy, demotivation, or a sense of futility.

One client described it perfectly: “I don’t know whether it’s worth doing things in the time available.” The time available – being one’s life, of course.


What Causes Soul Torment?

Soul torment often arises from:
– Misconceptions within the soul’s belief system
– Internal conflicts between parts of the self
– Energetic blocks that prevent authentic expression

When the soul cannot fully inhabit the body or align with its purpose, it may feel stuck, sluggish, or even suffer. This is not just emotional – it’s existential.

This kind of soul torment is especially common among those who carry responsibility for others – therapists, coaches, and increasingly, HR leaders. As emotional stewards of the workplace, HR professionals often suppress their own soul discomfort in service of the collective. But their healing matters too.


The Reprogramming: A Path to Soul Harmony

Fortunately, this kind of suffering can be resolved – gently, permanently, and with grace. I offer a unique method called The Reprogramming – a transformational session that accesses the deep subconscious to reprocess limiting beliefs and restore soul alignment.


How It Works

The session – available online worldwide – begins with three soul-revealing questions. These are not hypothetical – they are designed to draw out the real, present-moment truth, even if the client only speaks in physical terms. The soul always finds a way to speak through them.

Tell me…
– Anything that bothers you
→ Reveals the actual current issue – not a story from the past, but what’s alive now.
– Anything you’d like to change
→ Uncovers stuck areas – patterns that linger due to internal blocks or conflicts.
– Anything you’d like to create that you haven’t been able to create yet
→ Brings out resistance – where one part of the self desires something, but another part holds back.

These questions bypass the mind’s filters and allow the soul’s voice to emerge – even if the answers seem purely physical at first.


A Real Example: Releasing “I Feel Stuck”

Danielle came to me saying simply, “I feel stuck.” I asked about her birth, sensing a deeper imprint. She shared that she had been physically stuck for hours during delivery and was almost purple from lack of oxygen.

But the soul’s message was more profound: “I feel stuck in the body.” Instead of feeling safe and expressive within her physical form, her soul felt trapped.

That’s soul torment.


The Healing Process

Once the belief is identified:
– All parts of the self are called to presence
– The chakra system is activated through open-mouthed breath and relaxation
– Energy begins to flow, and the subconscious starts reprocessing the issue

As the process unfolds, I psychically hear the new positive beliefs forming. I write them down and share them with you. Danielle’s “I feel stuck” was replaced with “I feel energised by life physically.”

After the session – which includes time for reflection with healing music and crystals – clients often report profound clarity. One client shared that his embryo – an early part of the self – had “come back on board,” bringing renewed enthusiasm for life.


Might You Have a Soul Issue?

You may be experiencing soul torment if you feel:
– Sluggish or unmotivated
– Resistant to moving forward
– A deep sense of suffering or disconnection

If so, please reach out. This kind of issue can be permanently resolved in just 90 minutes.


Session Options

The Reprogramming
– 1 hour – US $150
– 1.5 hours – US $225
– 2 hours – US $300

Deep Reprogramming
Includes access to The Gift of Harmony and other advanced programmes
– 1 hour – US $220
– 1.5 hours – US $330
– 2 hours – US $440

Sessions are available remotely, worldwide.


About Jelila

Jelila is a visionary soul mentor, author of 10 books and 40 albums of healing music, and creator of The Gift of Harmony. She guides high-performing women and the global workforce of HR leaders through rapid, soul-level transformation – helping those who hold space for others finally reclaim space for themselves. Her healing creations have appeared at The Four Seasons, The Westin, and REVĪVŌ, and she is a TripAdvisor Travellers’ Choice Award winner – top 10% of global experiences.


📞 Contact
To book your session or learn more, visit:
– Website: jelila.com
– Email: jelila@jelila.com
– WhatsApp: +62 813 395 61271
– Instagram: Online_Healer
– LinkedIn: Jelila

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Self-love – new Audio Book by Jelila

‘Why do I hate myself?’ – you will find out why, in this incredible audio book, by Jelila – and actually change it. You will acquire self-love, when you complete the simple process in this book – however hopeless, helpless, angry, or sad you might feel – When you complete this simple yet powerful process – you will love yourself – at last. Enjoy Jelila’s soothing voice: Listen to a free chapter

Actually acquire self-love by doing the deep psychological process in this audio book, just once.  Jelila, international healer, explains how the real reason for a lack of self-love is coming from a surprising reason – a history of unhappy past lifetimes that have secretly made parts of you lose their desire for life, hate the fact that they exist, and …wish instead to escape completely! (Sound familiar?)

You’ll discover how your hidden, blocked memories of difficult existences have made you hate yourself, feel a terrible self-loathing, burn with a ferocious anger at yourself, or feel a horrifying sense of shame, loss, and not belonging, that can be very painful and debilitating and hard to understand.  And you’ll change it, permanently, bringing great relief.

The Audio book is 42 tracks of the author reading the full book, about 5 hours and 20 minutes of audio, which is also available as printed Amazon paper or Kindle ebook. The Audio and books take you through 11 deep beliefs, and give the full process to release them, with after-guidance tools, steps, and resources. The negative effect of each belief is described, along with its positive effects, when released. Additionally, how each belief shows up in 4 different parts of you, your ‘Gift Characters’ – how they respond – both positively, and negatively, is also fully explained, so you can really see the effects of each belief in detail, on yourself, your life, and your relationships. The printed books have 100 whimsical, funny illustrations by Jelila, helping to clarify her message.

In this audio book, Jelila takes you by the hand and leads you through your negative landscape of hidden self-disgust drivers, explaining on the way how they got there, due to negative past historical events, that form the back-drop of your struggles – but we’re not, actually, your fault – and through a surprising, deceptively simple process where you place 11 deep old hidden negative thoughts, negative beliefs, in your hands, one by one, and say some special positive suggestion words, and bring your hands together, you’ll activate your hidden, genius, ‘chakra system’ to process this old negativity out of you, which releases it from your system once and for all, permanently, and replaces it with a new positive life concept within you, that Jelila shares. Listen to a free chapter

Get this incredible audio book, and change your life forever, for it contains the actual secret yet simple psychological process that brings you self-love, from an expert therapist, Jelila, who has literally solved the same problem in tens of thousands of her clients, saving them from self-hatred and rescuing their sense of self-worth, in 25 years of successful healing and mind therapy. 

>>>If you’d prefer to do this process individually, with Jelila, online as therapy, it takes 10 hours, and costs US$2,200 Please message or Whatsapp +6281339561271 or email jelila@jelila.com to set that up.<<<
This simple, yet profound thesis on self-love will change your life forever, and bring you the actual positive mind-set that allows you, at last, to love yourself, which really means, love your decision to exist, love the decision that you made to incarnate, love your choice to come here, and be present in your body, in this life-time. Along the way, as you complete the simple yet profound process, you will acquire self-love, promises the author, who has helped tens of thousands of people to overcome this actual same problem, through her successful 25 year Healing practise (you can read actual reviews from Jelila’s clients about this, on Trip Advisor) and on her website, Jelila.com

Stop your negative mind-talk. Release your sense of not belonging in your family. Fix your irrational feelings of shame, anger, frustration, self-hatred and self-disgust, and overcome your limiting procrastination and inability to act, as Jelila gently and  expertly leads you logically out of the pit of despair and into a brilliant new day – of self-honouring, self-acceptance, belonging, support, deservedness, self-esteem, self-worth, clarity, easy decision-making, renewed hope, and popularity among those you love the most.

‘I just want to love myself’ – six little words, but so hard to do! Jelila actually shows you how, and promises: ‘You will have self-love, once you release the 11 deep blocks I’ve shared in this book – and you will really have self-love – in a way that you never will, with journals, practices and all the other self-care stuff which actually never works – because it doesn’t reach the real cause of the problem. My book does – and when you do this process, you will have self-love – it will help you, transform you, in a way that nothing else can – I promise!’ Listen to a free chapter

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